Morgan Mental Health Care

Clinical depression is not the same thing as sadness. Depression is the absence of an ability to experience positive emotions like love, joy, or contentment. The earliest and most persistent symptom of clinical depression is often a kind of painful emotional numbness. The small moments of pleasure in day to day life: eating a favorite meal, finding a good parking spot, or getting a hug from your kid, fail to trigger the usual positive response. Emotional numbness is rare in people who are not experiencing depression, but very common in those with depression. Even individuals experiencing profound grief can usually muster some happiness over the outpourings of support from friends and family if they are not also experiencing depression.

Even when a person is experiencing great emotional distress, thoughts about active suicide are rare. Rather, the person just wants the pain to stop. A feeling that one would like to just cease to exist suggests that the present condition is not likely to just run its course on its own. Your unconscious brain does not believe your body will be able to simply correct the problem without outside help. Perhaps you have suffered mild seasonal depression in the past, but this is going to be worse.

First, if you are thinking this way, you are almost definitely wrong. The loss of a loved one, particularly if people feel that it is their fault for failing to show their loved one just how much they were wanted and needed, causes tremendous emotional pain. Believing others would be better off without you suggests a plunge towards serious depression.

Mild traumatic brain injury and/or exposure to high levels of stress hormones can impair the functioning of the part of the brain that calibrates emotions. This causes emotions to easily swing to extremes. Mild annoyances can elicit rage. Minor disappointments can plunge the person into despair. Usually the person knows they are overreacting but cannot seem to stop themselves. This kind of emotional instability is the signature symptom of PTSD. Only a small percentage of patients with PTSD have flashbacks, but nearly all individuals with PTSD report emotional instability and difficulty with personal relationships. If you find this happening to you, you may want to find ways to reduce your levels of stress hormones and/or monitor and consciously regulate your emotional responses. Remember that whether a person experiences PTSD or not is not a matter of how much stress they have objectively experienced, but rather how much cortisol and other stress hormones their bodies have produced in response to that stress. Just like an allergic reaction, some people will overproduce stress hormones in response to specific stresses which would not affect other people so drastically.

Addiction is not a matter of how much alcohol or other drugs you use, or even how frequently. Addiction is the process of your body adapting to the presence of the drug in a way that makes it progressively less effective over time and makes it difficult for your systems to function properly without it. The feeling that using the drug is a matter of need is often the first warning signal that drug use is becoming drug dependence.

If a person is having an hallucination, it usually does not seem like a hallucination to them. It seems real. Likewise flashbacks often seem like memories and obsessions seem like highly focused concern. In each of these circumstances however, the thoughts or voices are not wanted, and they continue even if the person is trying to shut them out. Frequently experiencing thoughts or voices in your head that you cannot shut out suggests you are losing control over the direction of your mind.

Unless you are in a witness protection program, at most, there may be a few specific people who wish you ill. If you start thinking that people in general have hostile intentions towards you, it could be paranoia. Even when people are getting death threats from anonymous Twitter trolls, they do not think about those threats all the time and they do not generalize their fears to include everyone around them.

Prior to suffering a major heart attack, many patients report that they had been experiencing a feeling of impending doom for several days or weeks before the episode. Similar experiences have been reported by pregnant women shortly before a miscarriage and by people with a range of mental health diagnoses prior to a first psychotic episode. When the parts of your brain which unconsciously monitor the functioning of various organs detect a serious problem, they try to warn the conscious mind in the only way available to them, through the emotions. A feeling of impending doom is the most serious warning message your unconscious brain can send you. In essence, your brain thinks that whatever
problem is developing could actually kill you. Maybe your immune system is losing a battle with an infection, or your heart muscle is not getting enough oxygen, or one or more neurotransmitter levels in
your brain are dropping to levels where key circuits will no longer be able to function. In any case, this is a sign for you to see your physician for a checkup.

The default emotional setting for the human mind is mildly optimistic. Not, “everything is great and wonderful”, but things are “OK”, “pretty good”, “fine”. Maybe I am going through a rough patch now, but I have a roof over my head and enough to eat, or if not that, then I have my health or good friends and people who care about me, or prospects about my situation improving. People vary greatly in their life circumstances and their general level of optimism or pessimism, but no matter what they are going through now, or have experienced in the past, their brains still keep trying to pull them back to a baseline mental state that has strong survival value. Feeling “pretty good” about life allows people to continue to strive for improvements without getting too discouraged about setbacks. If a person is not fairly regularly experiencing this mildly positive worldview, then it is a strong indication the amount of stress they are experiencing (financial, physical, and/or emotional) has exceeded their ability to tolerate it. Such a person should seek help either to reduce some of the sources of stress in their lives, or to develop better stress management skills because their unconscious mind is giving up on them.